glad I got you're attention.
You're kinda ignoring me. NOW READ! >D

Ten Things I Wish I Could Say to to people:

1) I have never been honest with you.
2) I need you to stop caring about what other people think and help me.
3) You're such a bitch. Seriously.
4) I worry about you constantly.
5) No.
6) You are the only one I feel I can trust now.
7) I'm so sorry. I know I shouldn't be but I am anyways.
8) I wish you would stand up for me sometimes. Instead of just pushing me around.
9) You're too young for this.
10) I'm miserable.

Nine Things About Myself:
1) I'm always homesick.
2) I find absolutely everything hilarious.
3) I can sleep anywhere at anytime.
4) It's virtually impossible for me to get mad. I seriously can not be angry. If someone does something to me to make me mad I just pout. Mad = sad for me.
5) I'm the worlds biggest pushover.
6) I'm extremely forgetful. I have a notebook that tells me where I should be and why and when. Without it I would be hopelessly lost.
7) I have some really messed up dreams. I mean REALLY messed up. (wanna hear one?)
8) I pray sometimes but I'm not religious.
9) I take everything to heart and I'm an open book but I hate it when people tell me so.

Eight Ways To Win My Heart:
1) Be yourself.
2) Do something crazy.
3) Ask me anything.
4) Laugh with me even when nothings funny.
5) Make me cry happy tears.
6) Cheer me up.
7) Sing.
8) Talk with me until there's nothing left to say. And then keep talking.

Seven Things That Cross My Mind A Lot:
1) Jace: stop kicking yourself.
2) Jace: You've had some crazy times.
3) Jace: do something worthwhile you goof.
4) Jace: don't change for anyone.
5) Jace: run away.
6) Jace: cut yourself; no wait, don't. Why is this crossing your mind?
7) Jace: say no.

Six Things I Do Before I Fall Asleep:
1) Eat a random combination of foods. Things that probably shouldn't go together.
2) Make funny faces in the mirror, take pictures or at least do something silly.
3) Dance and sing. (yeah I know how retarded this sounds)
4) Think of 3 good memories.
5) Write something that makes no sence.
6) Fight anxiety.

Five Places I Want To Visit:
1) Italy
2) Australia
3) Argentina
4) France
5) Brazil

Four Things I'm Wearing Right Now:
1) Pj's
2) stripy socks
3) slippers
4) *cough* uhhh. underwear.

Three Bands That I Listen To Often:
1) Rage agaisnt the machine.
2) The Bare-naked Ladies.
3) Mariana's Trench.

Two Things I Want To Do Before I Die:
1) Save or improove a life.
2) Expose the monsters crawling among us.

One Confession:
I'm superficial. I believe you can get a generous amount of happyness out of materialistic goods. I don't think there's anything wrong with thinking that way.

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Anyways yeahh
That's me I guess. I hope this'll inspire me to do something about stuff.
*snort* I'm too tired for this.

Jace
by the way, you're all tagged!

Hey, I wanna know your resolutions!
Tell me! now! Yeah, you! I see you there, reading this.

I have a few:

1. Become a ninja.
2. Earn $5000 dollars.
3. Finish my CD.
4. Change someones life.
5. Beat a fear.

I'm going to complete these if it kills me.

Jace

by the way, have a good one devies.
And if you have any questions about my resolutions, ask away.

Well, that's strange.
Apperently, I'm heartbroken.

Mind you, I don't believe in heartbrokeness, I think the heart just bruises. It goes away. The whole thought, however, makes my skin crawl.

I'm not sure why this happened, to be honest. Apperently it was beyond my control but- I should have done something. Anything. Or maybe that's it, I shouldn't have done anything.

I'm trying to keep my head above this sinking feeling. I don't even know why I feel this way, I thought I was kind of used to it by now.

The only thing I can think of is that it must be a bad dream that I'm going to wake up from. Or something just as naive.

I don't wish this on my worst enemy. How do you prove to someone that you're sorry? That you're so past sorry, even though you haven't done anything to be sorry for. I don't have a way with words, that's why I feel so shitty. Because I can't say anything to make things right again.

My best friend. I didn't want us to stop being friends. This isn't how it's supposed to happen.

And now when I look in the mirror I can't believe I've been living with myself,

knowing I did the exact same thing.

Ohhh today is a good day
I'm giggling and being exited left front and center.
And I've got a severe case of butterflies. Happens every christmas.
I should go for a long long walk.

Anyways, I wish you all an awesome christmas.
I hope you have fun with your families, mines coming up for dinner tonight.
I can't wait to see everyone and catch up for all the missed time and all that jazz.

I didn't ask for anything this christmas but still my family knew just what to get me. They're amazing. If you don't know this yet... I'm kinda... spoiled. lol. I feel like it anyways. Apperently I don't act like a bratty rich kid, so I'd like to keep it that way.
But I still get extremely exited for christmas and things.

Mom and dad love their presents.
I can't keep secrets, I like to tell people what I got them, but this year I was really good about keeping my mouth shut.

oooooo christmas, I love you.


Baby Jace

Hi. Jace, where have you been?

Around. In some really bullshitty stupid situations but hey:
I'm in a good mood,
Winter break is treating me nicely thus far.
Talked to an old friend
received one of the most amazing compliments in my life
Recording my CD on wednesday
Only working three nights a week over holidays
Christmas is coming to town, baby.
I got a bunch of new music
Found out some crazy secrets that I should have known about long ago
Got excelent advice aswell as friends
There's a guy. He's nice.
My family is doing better everyday
Priter and comp are finally working up to snuff
My teeth are healing abnomally fast
Everything is coming together nicely

I was waiting a while for a good day like this..
Sorry about not being around on here I got new pictures though


One happy Kid